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Sunday, June 6, 2010

dear darling,
i m leavin this blog to you
i ll never update or checking this blog again


只要有一点点关于我的记忆就好,
真的只要一点点就好...

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某一天,
你拨我的电话号码,
语音告诉你我已经停机。


答应我不可以难过,


不可以失落;


不可以想我,


更加不要记得有这样一个我。


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某一天,


你的手机不再频繁的响起,


答应我不可以难过,


不可以失落;


不可以想我,

更 加不要记得有这样一个我。

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某一天,


你的耳边不再有人说放屁,


我想你。


不再有人固执的说自己永远是正确的,


不再有人粗鲁的对你发脾气。


不再有人 和你讨价还价的想多讲几分钟电话,


不再有人在挂电话之前 吵着问你“你有东西要告诉我吗?”。


这样的一个我消失了,


你会难过吗


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某一天,


你的短信收件箱里,


不再有我的讯息了,


MSN里不在有我的出现,


不再有人吵着跟你说我想粘你,


就1下下好了,


不再有人说你不疼他, 


我记得你要我不撒娇不任性不能爬过你的头,


我还记得。 


你失去了这样的一个我,


会失落吗?




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到了那样的一天,


我还是希望你有一点点的难过,


一点点的失落,


一点点的想我,


只要有一点点关于我的记忆就好,


的只要 一点点就好。
 

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某一天,


你的生活中没有了我,


请不要记住我对你的好,


我的任性,


固执;


我的宽容,


关怀。


我毫不边际的孩子话,


我的疯话,


傻话,


伤心时候流着泪,


看戏可以哭到乱七八糟的我,


无奈时候叹着气说过的话。


是你要记得,


我们虽然在地球的不同角落,


但是我们头上顶着同一片蓝天,


脚下踏着同一片绿草地,


呼吸着一样的空气


或许这里能找到你的味道。


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某一天,


你的记忆中没有了我,


不要忘记我们在一起的每一分 每一秒,


不要忘记我喜欢什么,


讨厌什么,


觉得什么是幸福,


什么是痛苦。


而我无论如何都不会忘记任何一个关于你记 忆的片断,


你习惯什么,


反感什么。


觉得什么是快乐,


么是悲 伤。

 

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感情世界里,


没有公平两个字,


我不会计较这些,


我还要你记得答应过我什么,


许诺过我什么,


你应该也忘记了吧,


你告诉我你不会伤害我,


不会让我接受远距离的爱情的无助感,


可是我不好,


不乖,


不守承诺。


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某一天,


你的生命中不再有我,


一定不可以记得我的存在, 


我的痕迹,


因为我害怕你会失落,


会难过,


会想我,


这一切不是因为你喜欢我,


不是因为你爱我,
而是习惯了我的电话,


每天的留言,


我的胡搅蛮缠,


我对你的依赖。
 

当一个人的生命中习惯了另一个人存在的时候,


即使没有喜欢和爱,


他依旧会感到失落,


会有点难过,


会想他,


虽然我是 一个喜欢嫉妒,


脾气很大,


霸道,


更加不能容忍我喜欢的人爱着别人的人。


但是我依然希望你过的比我好,


希望看到你幸福的过着每一天。




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某一天你的前世和今生都不再有我,


当原本就不太坚强的我面 对这一刻的时候,


我不清楚我会怎么样?


而你依旧是你, 


你会看到我躲在角落里的苦恼懊悔吗?


会感觉到我无时无刻不陪伴 在你的身边吗?
 

曾经我做的 这一切,


你都未曾察觉到,


未曾看到,


你的记忆,


你的生命,


你的世界不再有我的时候,


我更加清楚的这样的时候,


你不会有一点点的难过,


一点点的失落,


一点点的想我,


点点的关于我的任何记忆。

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当这一天到来的时候,


是我真的绝望,


真的心碎,


真的疲倦了。


因为有太多太多的时候,


我都是装,


虽然我总是装作无所 谓,


可是我真的不在乎吗?


而你呢?


会在乎我的一切吗? 


我不该让你生活中,


生命里,


有过我的存在,


我该做一个默默守候你的爱人,


默默承担一切,


偷偷等你,


想你的人。 


可是我把一切一切都表现了出来,


你知道了


清楚了,


了解了,


最终感动了。



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爱情不是应该自私吗?


在我问你:“你觉得你不在后我们的感觉能温存吗?”


你答我说你不知道。


其实我要的真的不多,


你只是需要告诉我 “肯定能” 就够了。


你说我不该去到如此远的地方工作,


我该在家照顾我爸妈,


这我都懂,


可是我真的希望你会开口告诉我


“你会来跟我一起生活吗”?

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今天陌生的,是昨天熟悉的...  

我是幸福的

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

THG - u will always remain a LOSER

yes! i m back to blog

i just wanna tell de world

i met a BIG LOSER!!!

THG!! I mean you!!

you will FOREVER remain as a BIG LOSER!!

FOREVER!!

i curse you!

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

keeps gettin better

dear readers

its been such a long tym since i blog

my blog is so dead :D

i m sorry for bein so lazy in writin'

i m so blank in writin :)

kindly announced i wont be bloggin til future announcement :)

thx for all de blog-walkers :)

n to my number 1 fans, peter, thx alot :)

not forgotten hoha de tiger xD

 i ll keeps gettin' better :)

a promise to u
 
a promise to me :)

Saturday, May 15, 2010

tomorrow... It may change

i dont want tis post sounds so sad

but i ll just be damn frank here

relationship isnt about supply and demand

am i a demanding person?

did i ever asked u to pamper me such much?

from my view, i dont think i did

n no one can ever be de one de another person wanted

it s not supposed to hurt this way

i need you i need you

more and more each day

i try not to doubt ev single lil things tat u tell me

and i wanna believe you when you tell me that just go ahead shouldnt be worry so much

when n once u are in a relationship

yeah i try to believe you

but i dont

when you say that it s gonna be

it always turns out to be a different way

i try to believe you

just it wont be today

i don't know how i ll feel tomorrow

i don't know what to say tomorrow

as tomorrow

tomorrow is gonna be a different day

it s always been up to you

it s turning around

go and think about whatever you need to think about

go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about

tell me

are u and me still together?

tell me

do you think we could last forever?











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i ll make myself get through the day and make every thing okay

Monday, May 10, 2010

happy mother s day

to all the mamas out there:

happy mother s day :)

esp to my beloved mama,

mama, i love you with all my heart :)

thx for bein there every seconds i needed you

thx for bein my inspirations, my soul, my melodies

you are lyke a bridge for me

when i needed to get across

you steadied urself long enuff foe me to run cross safely


thx for all de cares, tears :)

i know i m never good enuff to be a daughter of urs

but u stil love me for who i am

like de stars hold the moon :)

i seek forgiveness, mama

you made me the day i am today :)

if de whole world were put into one scale

and my mama in de other,

de whole world would kick de beam :)

i love you, mama <3

Friday, May 7, 2010

if livin' is without you i cant live anymore,

well, i cant forget the evenin',

or your face as you were leavin',

but i guess thats just the way de story goes....

you always smile :)

Thursday, May 6, 2010

i love green

my thoughts are flying

all e way down from south to north

and yet things need to be sorted out

my minds are still not made up clear enuff

there are times that i thought i know myself

and sometimes i m just lyke an enemy of myself

were all this make us a human?

if there is no if :)

i m gonna miss this blog hell lots :) 

Friday, April 30, 2010

i m so dyin'

negative thoughts keep hauntin' me  recently

perhaps its coz of the tireness i m goin thru nowadays

dear mr. negaative thoughts:
i dont welcome u. pls kindly get away from me!!!!

k then i missed my high-school buddies so much!!!!!!!!

haha was chattin' with one of them this afternoon :)

i guess i gotta go back visit my teachers and my lil juniors as soon as possible :)

btw, any bloggers from King George V (KGV) high-school? :)

jom blog abt my lil some one special :)
 she is sittin' on my bed :x

de Lies Abern wannabe

 uhh?

 
idk what she was lookin' at



she loves cellphone :)

but she dono how to use it lol
 blank :)

pretty her :)

episode two

episode 3
 my flora sausages w her :)
 ROAR!!!!
 acted cute

her naked barefoot :)




above pics were taken by me at my room :)
she is not my daughter she is not my niece :)
she is my cousin's lil princess
but she called me auntie :X



Thursday, April 29, 2010

 i love my past

i love my present

 i m not ashamed of what i ve had

n i m not sad coz' of have it no longer

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thx for lovin me de way i am

i can so sure that i cant be who i am not

if there is a day u started to hate the hell out of me

do lemme know :) 

i dont walk, i m runni' plus i m restless :)

i love my job i must love my job :x

 

 

Monday, April 26, 2010

untitle

i just love this pic :)
hardly view?
kindly save it down n reclick it :)
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which are u?
have a great april de foolsih month of de year :D

Sunday, April 18, 2010

mind over matter

tis will be a very short post of mine
i m not goin to update damn frequent after i got my mac back

i want tis to work, n i m scared that u re goin to
change ur mind that you re not goin to want it
i dont want to mess it up
i can only be myself, i m sorry if that s a  HELL for u
it goes mind over matter, as for those matter dont mind,
n those that mind dont matter
i guess you will be de one who mind

Saturday, April 17, 2010

here for good


hands on land :)


i m finalli home
teeth brushed...
ready for bed...
safe and sounds :)
a welcome homecomin for myself
i got my big mac back w me
sorta regret as it costed my lovely pa almost 1k cash
i m a baddie kid for him i guess :(
heartpain lea ish
lotsa thoughts were playin on my mind
but i guess i tried to read btw de lines again n once again
workin is tirin'
studyin is tirin agghh
if u asked me to pick either one
i can so sure that i wont choose neither one of de above
i was home abit late tonite
luckily my neighbor's doggie din barked at me lyke crazily
i tried to sleep but failed
i ran downstair
just to search for a more comfortable place to lay my head and body on
i unfold my bed and tried to sleep
i failed to do so :x
when my body refused to sleep
my mind flew away finding you
in the ocean of my thoughts :)
 

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for him:
i pretty scare when i ll start hatin' you
or maybe when u will start hatin' me
i just can wish that it wont happen
i needed you to believe...
you had ur dreams...
i had mine as well
you had your fears n i was fine w it
there s so much more
i would never seen it before 
i hope we will never gone w de winds
let it flows let it flows
let it take me where it wants to go
i wanted to know how that would feel
please make it so real for me
show me what i couldnt find
show me something that I couldn't see
open my eyes and make me believe
lift my feet off the ground
take me away
make me feels like i m falling
when two worlds collide
i will survive
we will be alright :)

Saturday, April 3, 2010

t e eeeeeeeeeeeeee h eeeeeeeeeeee e
u asked me what i do best?
agggh i dont know
i m what i am
i do what i want
i dont do what others say
i do what i feel good
de things i enjoyed most
n i did try not to hurt anyone  :)
n i m not selfish kind :D
this is my blog
i write what i want
i appreciate ev lil things that i have
i got de best parents
de koolest buddies in de world 

hate me? 
kindly click the red cross 'x' button
on the top right-hand corner of the screen :)


Love me?
Please be my guest.
remember to tag me before leaving :)


after all
who are u to me?
this is my life
why should i give u a chance to rule my life

Friday, April 2, 2010

i am not the jaded kind

guess what, its de month of april :)
n my blog is so DEAD
imma havin a problem to get de idea what should i blog abt again
i m good w my life yes yea nothin much changes :)
its just there are a piece of me that seem missin'
i m wonderin how long it takes for me to figure out what the piece that huntin me
okai de whole thing is kinda complicated too
so i ll try my best to outline the problem

(de different paragraphs all have the same kind of stuff in em
if you dont wanna read it alland get half way through a paragraph the you can skip to the next
since this
like the size of the problem to me
is a very big post)

here comes my buddy asked me just to give up
i just dont feel lyke wanna give up
what shall me do instead of bein so blank 
feel lyke lost sight couldnt see
when it was you and me
i am not the jaded kind
all de playback seem lyke such a waste
 
gesuz!!! DAMN! i want de bonus :x

i think i ll be alright
eenie meenie miney mo lova’
eenie meenie miney mo lova’
eenie meenie miney mo lova’
eenie meenie miney mo lova’




blablabla i lurve my mama n papa :)
i love my friends :)


HONEY! i dont love you
so bring on the rain
 n bring on the thunder

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

there s the only one way- FORWARD

there s the only one way- FORWARD
DAH! i was already exhausted by the overwhelmin' task of tryin' to park my car :x
i miss my lappie
cant realli decide what shld i do w it?
repair de motherboard or just get a new old?
cost 800+ for de motherboard :x
de feelin of buyin a new destop seem a lil excited from my side
but .... i love my big-mac so muccccccccchh
so many task to be completed :x
life is so a lil full :x
but i stil wanted more!!!!
i m just weird
was this what becomin an adult meant?
it all seemed too confusin'

Thursday, March 25, 2010

condolences to my big-mac

tsk.............
tsk................
tsk..................
PURGE!!!
NONE OF US KNOW ITS GOIN TO END THAT WAY
it s not that kinda endin' i wanna see
as we know its never simple never been easy
people are people
sometimes it s just doesnt work out in a way u want it to be
u are the only thing i know lyke a back of my hand :(
hope u know its never simple never been easy to for me
my big apple got burn yesterday :(
ciao peepz

p:s updated from starbucks

Monday, March 22, 2010

tttt---yyyyy--mmm

hey thx Hang for viewin' my blog :)
i m back :)
nothin much to post actualli
a lil bit lazy n a lil bit sleepy :)
hmm time wait for no others :)
i m grabbin' all de time i have to do all the things that i guess is ryte :)
is a hints for me
tiger wood is comin back!!!!!!


I know I dream big
but whatever
keep watch my loves
working hard to take on my dreams<3



i just addicted takin side pics :(

may may <3


her new hairdo :)
a lil lala look from de back side
 office lady look :(
this comin june
i m goin to pahang :)
 
 feet on floor :)
my indie foot-lace :)

 papa bought tis to me last year :)

comparisons are easy find :)
i luv both <3


g'nite world :)

Friday, March 19, 2010

90210

1st off tis is goin to be a long post
LONG POST i mean it here!!!
goin to have a movie marathon later on :)
well guess what we goin to watch
1st gotta be alice in wonderland
have been so curious what s de 2nd book is all about
2st de book of eli
aggh i dont realli remember who is de main actor
but is a MAN rawl!
3rd remember me :)
romantic movie :) i love emilie :)
hope i spelled her name correclty :)
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went thru some articles today
shldnt say is an article
is a quiz :)
but it written in mandarin :)
have fun playin it

 


动作一:两手直觉十指交握(显示个人的“接收脑”惯用情形)
动作二:双手直觉交错抱胸(显示个人的“转达脑”惯用情形)


过后,将动作一和二的结果(共两个字)顺序组合起来。
来来,看看你是以下哪种个性?

1、莎莎女
性格:無堅不摧的鐵娘子:為人一本正經,給人精明幹練的距離感,若跟莎莎女成為好友,則是值得 依賴的好幫手,但成為敵人,就會非常難纏!
戀愛:想太多的自我設限:交往前會想太多,對戀愛小心翼翼,不過很容易因此放棄,對主動告白的 異性會難以招架,不過要小心反被聰明誤!

2、嗚莎女
性格:人情的好聽眾:散發出安心,溫柔,善解人意的氣質,是一個人人都想跟妳說心事的好聽眾, 如困別人苦苦哀求妳,總是很難拒絶別人!
戀愛:難以爽快脫身:雖然會理性評估對方,不過一但陷入熱戀,就完全被感性主導,當熱情不在時 ,很容易因對方對自己的依賴而無法爽快分手!

3、嗚嗚女
性格:直覺行事的俠女:熱血又充滿個人魅力,會突然失控大笑或大哭,但都是出自真心,因此頗受 朋友喜歡,最明顯的就是購買東西完全憑感覺,就算不實用或已有相同款式還是想買!
戀愛:單純的愛情至上者:以自己心理的感覺為主,不會參考對方或客觀因素來決定自己下一步舉動 ,若對對方很有好感,一整天就像春暖花開,如果對方疑似劈腿,也會驚天動地大哭一場,但也很容易 變心!

4、莎嗚女
性格:陽剛味的大姊大:因為冷靜觀察與分析的性格,在同性之間很容易展現氣慨與責任感,常常是 女生之間的大姊大,但掌握全場之餘又不失冷靜觀察!
戀愛:有目標的下手:操控自己的感覺,能冷靜分析對方是否適合自己,一旦鎖定目標,就會用盡方 法維持熱度,雖然嚴謹以對,但內心總有一把不可告人的浪漫烈火!

5、嗚嗚男
性格:永遠樂觀的國王:因為相信自己的直覺,所以會顯得自信滿滿,率直天真,壞處就是對不感興 趣的事,也絲毫不想掩飾,會顯得興趣缺缺甚至默不關心!
戀愛:自我得意的攻勢:很容易自我沉溺在熱戀氣氛中,不過太過率直樂觀的個性,可能會誤解別人 對你是否有好感,陷入自我得意的陷井中!

6、莎莎男
性格:超級理性的數字人:完全以左腦為主的男性,以步驟跟數字為行事的準則,總是條理分明,不 太能察覺感情,所以會給人固執,偏執的感覺!
戀愛:慢熱專情的完美主義:會在心中描繪完美形象,面對真實感情卻顯得慢熱自閉,一旦點燃熱情 後,就會持續專情,就算對方回應冷淡,莎莎男仍念茲在茲,從一而終!

7、嗚莎男
性格:情義相挺的漢子:雖然看似冷酷,其實很重感情,會以直覺印象為出發點,然後再以堅決的步 伐行事,就是那種看你順眼,就會收你做徒弟,挺你的那種大哥!
戀愛:不打沒有把握的仗:戀愛成功機率很高,一旦確認對方也對自己有好感後,就會火力全開,不 過愛得深,對女方的要求跟猜疑也很深!

8、莎嗚男
性格:智囊分析者:喜歡探求理與擅長分析,常是旁人意見的給予者,給人一種冷靜穩當的感覺,不 喜歡與人爭吵,很能妥善地處理事情,不過難免給人距離感!
戀愛:可能性至上:把自己喜不喜歡對方放在其次,反而以跟對方能否發展下去為第一前提,是個很 適合愛情長跑或結婚的對象!




accurate? :)
90210 thingy u dnt know abt me
i prefer sunny more than rainy days :)


據說現在很流行曖昧…

i ll highlight de torturepart of de article :) 

你們認識很久,他天天朝九晚五噓寒問暖的

電話比你的鐘錶還要準時

你滿心歡喜你開始心懷期待,就連做夢都會笑出來

可是他就是什麼也不說

你對自己說等等再等等,直到有一天

你看到他身邊有了另一個身影

你震驚"不是…這是…我是…?"

在朋友眼裏你們很登對

每次聚會他做你的護花使者責無旁貸

你也發現自己對他有了些些的依賴

他總是不經意的拍拍你的肩

很寵愛的揉揉你的髮

朋友關於你們之間無傷大雅的玩笑讓你覺得很甜蜜

你說你感覺幸福就在不遠的地方

就在你以為一切都將水到渠成的時候

晴天霹靂,他說他從沒對你有過這種想法

他說這是你的誤會

你呆住了"誤會?那麼多人前的親膩…竟…竟然是…誤會?

"

傷心嗎?難過嗎?痛苦嗎?只是…只是

誰讓你把曖昧當愛情呢?

這是個曖昧橫行的年代,感情出現的第三個種類

比友情深比愛情淺


游走於二者的邊緣

這就是曖昧,是什麼時候開始本應是明明朗朗的愛情成了一
場麓 戰

誰先動心誰就滿盤皆輸萬劫不復,是誰把簡單複雜化?

其實說穿了,

曖昧是可以推脫責任的遊戲,沒有承諾就無需負責;

曖昧,是勇敢者的遊戲

無畏的人才能在角逐中進退自如

如果你沒有鐵口鑄就的心腸做軟冑甲

那麼你就別拿曖昧當愛情…

曖昧是,比好朋友再親一點,但比情人遠一點

曖昧是,你會常常在MSN等他上線

當他幾天沒有上線,你就會有些擔心

曖昧是,你會不時去他的BLOG看看有沒有更新

而且你會留意字裏行間他對你有沒有什麼暗示

曖昧是,有感覺,然而,這種感覺不足以叫你們切切實實地
發展 一段正式的關係

曖昧是,明白人生有太多的無奈、現實有太多的限制

你知道沒有可能但又捨不得放手

曖昧是,有進一步的衝動,卻沒有進一步的勇氣

曖昧是,他不是你的情人,但似乎比你的情人更關心你和瞭
解你

曖昧是,你會編一條圍巾給他,但大家從沒有開始過

曖昧是,雖然他不是你的情人

但他卻會對你說:你對我是十分重要的

曖昧是,你感冒時有一個會在晚上打電話來特意提醒你服藥

叫你蓋好被子早點睡的普通朋友

曖昧是,每當他提及他的另一半時,他會萬箭穿心

曖昧是,為了逃避背叛的罪惡感

曖昧是,甜津津又同時酸溜溜的

往往從未開始,已叫人不安,患得患失

曖昧是,別人以為你們在搞地下情時,你會沾沾自喜

曖昧是,別人問你們是否戀愛中,你張口結舌

曖昧是,常常掙扎表不表白,你怕表白之後

你既得不到一個情人,卻又失去一個知心好友

曖昧是,兩個人都會互相猜想

他是不是已經暗示了什麼?我是不是自作多情?

曖昧是,每天大家都會聊MSN,會互傳手機短訊,無規律
地偶 然約會

曖昧是,你很想多走一步,但又怕會嚇怕了他

你會很小心流露自己的感情

曖昧是,除了情人節之外,其他的節日,大家都交換禮物

曖昧是,兩個人沒有承諾過什麼。但雖然如此,你願意付出


比有承諾的情侶更多,沒有責任

但你卻很渴望去承擔,不問回報

曖昧是一扇門,你可以停留在門外,也可以踏進房子裏面

然後你不可以停留在門下面。門…永遠不是終點站

曖昧是,你看了這篇文章,心裡想到的那個人

是你教懂了我暧昧不能当爱情

情人未满,又上于朋友的感觉的确不好受

感觉像是情人,可是又不能跟你做像情人做的东西

的确是我的错,是我把暧昧当爱情

看到了你的他,现在的我只剩下悲伤与我相伴

怨恨自己当初的愚蠢

这本来就是一场游戏、一场梦

是场恶梦

早点醒也许是最好的选择

伤过了,才会成长

我可以很坚强的说我没事

我真的没事

那就是我——爱逞强的我
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here is conversation abt aimei::

naffnanger says:
u playaimei ma?
Anjing Busak~大狗兄~抓鸡不成~蚀把心~打老虎~~!!! says:
i play wif my house lipas
naffnanger says:
hahahha
Anjing Busak~大狗兄~抓鸡不成~蚀把心~打老虎~~!!! says:
i gt no one to play la
naffnanger says:
why dont play?
Anjing Busak~大狗兄~抓鸡不成~蚀把心~打老虎~~!!! says:
ur heart gt ppl
Anjing Busak~大狗兄~抓鸡不成~蚀把心~打老虎~~!!! says:
i wan play also cannot la
naffnanger says:
remove the pl lo
Anjing Busak~大狗兄~抓鸡不成~蚀把心~打老虎~~!!! says:
ai mei is u like me i like u...but the status nt yet confirm
naffnanger says:
ppl*
naffnanger says:
u read that post ryte?? ai mei is not like him like her la
naffnanger says:
ai mei is errrrrrrrrrrr i alos dnt know
Anjing Busak~大狗兄~抓鸡不成~蚀把心~打老虎~~!!! says:
issit
Anjing Busak~大狗兄~抓鸡不成~蚀把心~打老虎~~!!! says:
if not u like him he like u...tat one is not ai mei d la
Anjing Busak~大狗兄~抓鸡不成~蚀把心~打老虎~~!!! says:
adui

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darn! i dnt want ai mei :(
ai mei shldnt use to push the responsible away!
ai mei shldnt sounds so pity in de end!
when i read about this article
n yes i think of u
u never teach me how to play de ai mei
tis is not a dream
needs to be real.
it is confirmed
i so like you :(
at first I deny it to myself but now i cant help but shout to the world that imm so falling :(
its just a crush 
and i m just over reacted :)
i believe that being fine starts with accepting that you are not.
so what now?


I see you, you dont see me,
I want you, you don't want me,
Someone wants me, but I dont want him
I want you, so what now???


i swear i m losing my sanity, 
i swear i wanna cry .. DAMN! been few mths now since i cried.
i dont wanan cry
it s not painful til i can cry out my heart yet
i want to watch scary movies to make me cry real hard. :((
man! why sounds so pity in tis post?
geezzzzzzzzzzzz 
i m officially mia

Thursday, March 18, 2010

i m officially wored!!!

i m officially wored!!!

dear diary,
i m not a believer.
people are born,
they grow up,
and then they die.
thats the world we live in.
there s no magic,
no mysticism,
no immortality,
there s nothing that defies rational thought.
people are supposed to be who they say they are.
n not lie or hide their true selves.
its not possible.
i m not a believer.
i cant be.
how can i deny whats ryte in front of me?

Sunday, March 14, 2010

orz

hey peepz :)
nothin much to blog
nothin to reveal :)
done a very funny survey
here its:

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18 Questions To Answer Honestly
Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to?nope :) what is done is done
Have you ever been given roses?yes
What is your all-time favorite romance movie?they kiss again :)
How many times have you honestly fallen deeply in love ?hmm once
What’s your current problem?i wanna meet him :p
Have you ever had your heart broken?yes ==lll
Had a Long Distance Relationship ?nope
Do you believe the statement, once a cheater always a cheater?nope
How many kids do you want to have?two
Whats your favorite color?red
Where do you shop the most?shoppin mall
Do you believe in love at first sight?yay
Would you kiss the last person you kissed?a kiddo again?
At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?lol
Are you happy with your love situation?nope
Do you know someone who likes you?yes
Do you like anyone?yes
Do they know you like/love them?i guess so

Take this survey or other Fun Surveys - Fun Myspace Surveys at Fun Surveys - Fun Myspace Surveys

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monday is comin :)
my mum is gainin' weight :)
43kg now with 150cm lol
stil lotsa pendin' list to be complete :s
tats all de highlight for de days
i miss my babe :s
last but no least
happy belated birthday, ChunHwa :)

my mask :p
im goin to ride my bicycle w it :) hehe


Gino!! :)


:)


pictures taken last Saturday evenin' :)

十二星座打架排名

金牛座:打赢机率——75%
金牛座通常都是体积庞大的,所以打架时凭着这点优势倒也能占到不少便宜。不过其实对于金牛座来说,也许吃更在行


双子座:打赢机率——40%
仅从打架的角度上说,双子座只能归到头脑发达四肢简单的类型里面,打架前JJYY还可以,但却几乎从来不敢跟人动手的,而真要打起来还没打下去就哭了


巨蟹座:打赢机率——80%
别看巨蟹座平时温柔体贴,但真要打架的话一开始可是会拼的超级利害唷,虽然打到一半就哭了,不过估计大多数情况下已经摆平了


狮子座:打赢机率——90%
狮子座可是有王者之风的星座哦,当然打起架来也是照样有王者之风的,所以基本上是十打九赢的


处女座:打赢机率——78%
心思超级细的处女座打架可都不是乱打的,他们的头脑会好到连打架都在边打边分析对手。所以除非实力差距太大,一般处女座就算赢不了,也不会打输的


天秤座:打赢机率——20%
有没有搞错!让天生是和平主义者的天秤座去打架!而且考虑到天秤座的体力因素……我们姑且认为天秤座偶尔人品爆发一下不小心打到对方要害吧


天蝎座:打赢机率——95% 
哇,居然有人敢找天蝎座的打架,脑袋进水了吧?
先不说天蝎座打起架来决不手软就算对手重伤也要继续打死他,
你能确定人家打架时身上没穿着软猬甲手里没攥着黑血神针么


射手座:打赢机率——80%
平时爱玩爱运动的射手座身体素质可是非常好的,估计打起架来招式内力轻功暗器都比较在行吧,综合能力型打架人才


摩羯座:打赢机率——24%
摩羯座的性格实在是太老实太悲观了,还没打就认定自己可能要输,而且也没有打架时那拼命的气势。其实老实稳重的摩羯座是不用打架这种容易惹事生非的手段解决问题的


水瓶座:打赢机率——80%
俗话说得好,兵者,诡道也。因此,头脑聪明思维怪异的水瓶座打起架来可是出招都不按牌理出牌的高手耶!指不定怎么样就把对手莫名其妙的搞定了


双鱼座:打赢机率——40%
让打人都会同情别人会不会痛的双鱼座去打架,真是难为人家了。如果打赢了,估计还是对方看双鱼太可怜了,放水认输给双鱼个面子吧



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